You say, “Trust me.” I say, “Why?” You say,
“I have something to show you.” The whisper
of a waterfall echoes between your gaping edges.
“You’ll be amazed by how pretty it looks,” you say.
I step closer, still not far enough to catch a glimpse
of water tumbling down an eroded chute; a waterfall
plunging for decades through a path of least resistance
to carve the cliff apart from its other side. You say,
“Come on. You’ll be safe. I won’t let you down.”
I study each footstep and so far, you’re right. Two feet
away from the edge I lean forward and catch the moment
of fall as water slides over. Two swallows jet from below
and whoosh over my head like pilots wanting to wow
the air-show crowd. And like the crowd I turn my head
to watch their departure and almost applaud their speed.
A spray of water sprinkles my face like a butterfly landing
briefly to see if I am a tasty flower. I remember Dad
holding me over the dam so I could look into the reservoir.
My stomach clenches. Vertigo wobbles my vision. I step
backward. My boot slides on loose cliff rock, and someone
grabs my foot. Like if I descended stairs to a blackened
basement and halfway down a hand under the stairs darts
out and pulls my momentum forward, down, a thumping fall.
But my hand clenches a stunted tree gnarling growth from a crack
on the cliff. My feet bicycle in open air. Dirt kicks up around
me, envelops me like a piss poor attempt at a smoke signal
imploring help, rescue, a save-the-day hand. Another and another
sheet of ledge slips from my hand and cascades down. Crash!
Smash! Thump! Then silence like the bottom is nowhere near.
The gash in the rock smiles. “You’ll be safe with me,” you say.
You relax, and the tree’s roots wiggle free from their search for dirt.
I fall, holding the tree like Lady Liberty holding her torch, but no
one sees. Should I die before I bone-crunch on the rubble below
and blow like a leaf into the water turmoil? Snatched into
a whirlpool and snagged on jagged cliff pieces. Forever staring
at the cliff ledge jutting out farther. “All the better to see you
with, my dear.” “You bastard!” as I fall until I fall no longer.
Diane Webster's work has appeared in North Dakota Quarterly, New English Review, Studio One and other literary magazines. Five micro-chaps have been published by Origami Poetry Press. She was a featured writer in Macrame Literary Journal and WestWard Quarterly. Her website is: www.dianewebster.com