He never let go of his cart—he’d learned
to think about his balance—as he turned
his trembling head toward well-stocked shelves. He bent
to read the boxes, squinting and intent
on choosing well, convinced that his selection
could mean strong bones, efficient gut, protection
from aging’s worst offenses. Or at least
that’s how I understood his stance, his creased
and bushy brow, his unfazed concentration
as others scurried past. His dedication
to this task meant that I, behind him, paused
as well, and thought about what might have caused
his left shoe to have worn down at the heel—
a chronic limp?—and I began to feel
protective toward this man whose pants were baggy,
his cardigan threadbare, his white hair shaggy.
And as he studied low-fat shredded wheat,
granola (maybe drawn to something sweet),
the oatmeal with more beta carotene,
and Special K (the one marked “high protein”),
he maintained an unhurried dignity.
And so I waited—not impatiently,
but with a vague affection for this man
I’d never know. As I too turned to scan
the rows of cereals, I kept one eye
on him. He chose the oatmeal, with a sigh
that seemed to unclench his entire frame—
relieved that he’d achieved one crucial aim,
made one good choice. Or else his sigh revealed
a weariness to which he would not yield.
If I were lucky, I would be that old
someday, my shoes would need to be resoled,
and I’d be strong enough to shop here, too.
Today, I probably don’t have a clue
about this man, or what his sighing meant.
He slowly shuffled off, still slightly bent.
Jean L. Kreiling is the author of four collections of poetry, most recently Home and Away (2025). Her work has been awarded the Able Muse Book Award, the Frost Farm Prize, the Rhina Espaillat Poetry Prize, and the Kim Bridgford Memorial Sonnet Prize, among other honors.