America’s spacious desert skies
that linger in my eyes.
When urban winter descends,
I lament the terminus of my wanderlust
is a green pallet instead of rust,
and verdant hills that roll instead of red rocks that jut
from barren landscapes.
“You’d be happier in a trailer
on the Valley Slabs,” my son said,
and he spoke the truth
about the place where Okies and Arkies
encamped near the Salton Sea.
I long to be warm,
hear God’s voice in the silence.
What need have I of others who
don’t share my love
of a world without fences and freeways?
As long as I have water, sun,
and peanut butter sandwiches,
food for the cat, and books for the soul,
I’d be content to die
and lie with parched bones,
my ashes scattered in a place that mattered
to the Quechan and Cahuilla,
food for buzzards,
instead of ashes in a flowered urn.
Jenean McBrearty is a graduate of San Diego State University, who taught Political Science and Sociology, and received her MFA from Eastern Kentucky University in 2021. She won the EKU Award for Graduate Creative Non-fiction in 2011 for Mexicali Mamas, and a Silver Pen Award in 2015 for Red’s Not Your Color. Her novels, novellas, compilations of published, and stories in anthologies, are available on Amazon.