I am reading your obituary, calmly, by lamplight,
as if it were merely a poem I came across
in these old papers -- not the mundane and obligatory
list of facts cobbled together on your behalf,
of which you would most certainly disapprove --
but the one you wrote, long ago, for your
college writing class, when you were so young
and such an exercise must have seemed amusing,
a mere novelty to be redrafted and played with.
In this telling, you have become the survivor
of your own demise, able to alter, delete,
and transform the details of your life, just as you
liked to do when you were in the midst of it.
No one liked a good story more than you.
So, I am reading of your birth across the Atlantic,
how your very identity was kept a secret
before you were sent by steamship to be raised
by film stars deep in the Hollywood hills.
It's a tale you could almost make me believe,
and one that you certainly wished were so.
You are no longer here to say, your narrative lost
among the silence that now becomes a kind of
signature -- everything you have left out,
by choice, chance, or simple forgetfulness, faint
red ink on onion skin receding from view.
The ocean hums. Your fiction is safe with me.
Greg Watson's work has appeared in numerous literary journals, and has been nominated for The Pushcart Prize, and Best of the Net. He is the author of eleven collections of poetry, most recently Stars Unseen, published by Holy Cow! Press. He is also co-editor with Richard Broderick of The Road by Heart: Poems of Fatherhood, published by Nodin Press. For more information, please visit www.gregwatsonpoet.com.